sam .... - am not worth it anymore

I've been pushed down so many times
I feel this time will be the last
as I lay here fading
my thoughts are invaded by memories of my past
I feel the pressures of shame and rejection building
as I lay here on the floor
I have no strength to get up
I'm not worth it any more

sam ....

http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/am-not-worth-it-anymore/