Salim R Javed - A Suicide Note

When i repose beneath the ground,
Just try to hear that, i say;
-Oh; Here i once roam around,
Where my head must lay,
No tears of pity will be shed,
No drops will fall on my narrow bed,
In so much pain, i will be alone,
No mortal eye feel to weep,
With tears in darkness, coffin in deep,
I just call your name and moan.

Thanks thou godess of my heart;
For making my tears to fall,
Agony is still in my heart as we apart,
I and alone and yet alone beneath that wall,
But as you beckons me on the earth,
Reject me, my face, my birth,
My life, a short and vulgar dream,
Above the ground lies black cloud,
Beneath my hopes recline within a shroud,
Life just end as unflown stream.

Forget that love, my restless spirit,
Turn your thoughts to heaven,
You must be soon catch the flight,
If your errors are forgiven,
Ah! Heedless girl! Try to disclose,
Why, why to destroy your own repose,
You used me and become h...wife,
You did reject this creature of dust,
But not ny the God who is glorious and just,
No reason to live; so i took the knife and take my life

By; S.RJ

Salim R Javed

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