Ruth warren - Worthless

No one's ever believed in me,
thus it's torn my world apart;
words have crushed my self-esteem,
and broke my tender heart.

All my life I have always been,
extremely sad inside;
searching for the love that I,
have always been denied.

I never am quite good enough,
and I can't do anything right;
I am worthless and pathetic,
within my loved one's eyes.

All I have ever wanted,
was to be accepted just for me;
I can't be someone I am not,
what you get is what you see.

The hole in my heart is painfull,
for it's empty and hollow inside;
and everynight when I go to bed,
I pray that I will die.

I am not special or worthy,
for someone to truly care;
I'm a misfit to society,
and this truth I have to bare.

I have never known success,
for I fail at everything;
The song that once was in my heart,
I can no longer sing.

As I ponder upon my failures,
which are much too many to count;
I wonder why I was ever born,
and what is my life all about?

Ruth warren

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