Roxy Gonro - Hate Yourself

Every now and then.
When you are all alone.
You just sit and cry til it burns.
Cry because you hate who you are becoming.
You are disappointed in yourself to the point where
All you can do is cry and scream because you just reach a point where You can't do anything else.
Always feeling guilty for letting the person down, thats the one person you try to please the most.
Even when you do please one, you are letting another down.
And they just dont understand that you are just not good enough for them.
Or anyone.
No matter how hard you constantly try to please.
It is never enough.
You are never enough.
And the more you sit and think about what a disappointment you are, The worse you feel.
The sick feeling in your stomach keeps getting worse, you feel like you could throw up.
Then you get more mad because you dont really know why you try to please these people...
Who dont even care about you.
You are just a rock to them, when they are a beautiful mountain to you.

Roxy Gonro

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