Riquetta Elliott - 'I Feel So Damaged'

Stranger why did you leave us?
What? Is it the responsibility or the mystery beauty your
With?
I see no answer.
I see in my life years of smiles and happiness
But in the years you stranger gave my
Mother the symbol
Of abuse.
Why stranger why?
I see no answer.
Why were you not there for me?
What is it?
To much baby shitting, too much wah, wah or too much
Kissing for your first born child?
I feel so damaged it makes me want to
Vomit out of pain and
Anguishness.
You know what I'm just going to walk
Away because I am not suppose to talk
To strangers.
So please go away for
I do not want to speak
So please go because I am too ashamed to be
Your flesh and blood.

Riquetta Elliott

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