rinki nandy - Dashed

I saw you in my dream today, you looked so close and yet so far,
you were looking so sweet and lovable,
your mouth so inviting and kissable,
the illusion so real that i could feel you lying next to me,
you were unaware of my presence, not even talking to me,
i was not alone with you on the bed,
o! how i tried to touch you, understand you, love you,
i longed to get close, at least a hug,
my desperation i let loose,
you seemed indifferent, like lost in another world,
my presence didn't matter, you didn't care if i was there,
not once did you look at me, ignored and neglected me,
know i am just one of them of your fans,
the affect you have on me is so intense,
wish i could break the spell and bring back my sense,
i am searching for a door to escape,
tired of this phenomena, leads to insomnia,
my life is a living hell,
i don't want anymore of this bitter chocolate,
either i live without your love or become like you.....a late,
my heart and mind are troubling my life,
tried but failed to throw you out,
i couldn't come out,
doomed i am and helpless today,
you have inspired and deprived me,
damned and dashed me.

rinki nandy

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