Rebecca .C. - Free.

I'm not worth it
cant he see
i'm nothing but sh*t
broken and bruised
never loved
always being used
why does he care
i'm falling apart
from this silent heart
whats the point anymore
i'm just a stupid wh*re
i keep telling him i'm nothing
but he says its not true
and continues
to whisper i love you
cant he see the scars
the bruises and fears?
i'm a falling a star
slowly beginning to disappear
time again and again
i tell him this
but he says hes not leaving
there will be no end
no matter what my past
he will love me forever
and be my healing cast
i'm so used to guys
abusing me
raping me
hurting me
never loving me
but he
kisses me
protects me
bandages me
loves me
i wanna give up
because of my past memories
but when i'm talking to him
i'm no longer in chains
scared of everything around me
but safe and sound
and finally free.

Rebecca .C.

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