Ray Forever - ~~I Evaporate~~

My eyes filled with tears to the brim
With thoughts that are painful and grim

Our see saw transient love was like a drug train
Moments of intoxication but eons of writhing pain

This uncertainty is killing my being and my senses
I am exhausted, tired and cant go on with my low defenses

If I dont get out now I will just be spinning in this whirlpool
The undercurrents will suck me in when I have spent all my fuel

But I will always possess you in my mind
A special place in my heart always entwined

Moved by agony and want I will evaporate
It was not to be....this was our fate

My lungs are heavy and I cannot breathe
You were dissolved in my breath, you see

But the bird has to fly out to another tree
To build her life again without thee

WIth a glimmer of hope in her eyes
To find some happiness in the skies

Ray Forever

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