Ravi Nadiya - Confess...

I confess,
that I'm not any more.
I confess,
I was not for me, not for your.
I confess,
I was crying.
when no one comes to my door.
Its a shameless thing for my life,
that I hated always my wife.
If I would have honest for her,
no any turn would have come, that I'm sure......

I confess,
that I'hv betrayed my friend.
And 'cause of me,
the things he spread.
I confess,
life becomes alone,
just because of, I'hv choose that trend.
How can i forget,
to borrow money from my mates.
And the day where, I was flying like kites.
I confess,
the home which I'hv broke of them,
I wish suppose it would have had of sand.....

I confess,
I was on the wrong way.
For my life,
don't know what to say.
I confess,
my daughter has condemmed me,
I wasn't be a good dad, and will never be.
I confess,
I was ever drunk,
when in my brain it worst junk.
I confess,
for being wrong with me
so I'hv cried to fill a river and a sea.....

Now..... I want to explain how I was that,
some includes my family contribution and of some black cat.
A human being never want, people hate him,
he always looking for a lovely and strength bim.
If you people would have understood me properly,
so I wouldn't have so crurley and ugly.

Now, I confess that,
for my life that I'hv done,
I'hv to bear and ffrom death I'hv to run........


17th May 2009

Ravi Nadiya

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