Rania Hammoud - I've Lost Sensation

</>Things are neither delicious to eat
Nor disgusting to vomit
Everything is tasteless

Whenever I turn around to check the things around
I can hardly see anything
All things had turned colorless

A funeral of all my children, Joy, Pain, Hope, and Torment
Is there at the moment
Oh, I'm childless!

All the castles I've built for everything in me
Are now on ground..Damn!
I turned them homeless

Paralysed I am
No sensation of grief I feel
Nor happiness

Laughing at a time
Crying then once
As if i'm mindless

Look at the sky which waited my complaints to offer a cuddling
As if i heard that tonight a moon would bethere
But i can see nothing.It's moonless!

Oh my heart!
Where are the burdens that caused you pain? !
Even pain had turned painless!

I don't know if life is changing till this extent
Or upon my vision to life a curse is.
Would it be that everything is alright and upon it is a bless?

So confused to predict and so hard to focus is..
Once up once down..So scattered myself is..
I can't even tell if i'm conscious or i have lost my consciousness

I guess i'd rather stop thinking
Take a turning
And go somewhere else.

Rania Hammoud

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