ramasamy sebastien - Back after one year in hell

Am back after one year in hell,
Life was not great in 2010 but now it's even worst!
Maybe i was not made to live, to love and for friendship.
I tried hard to get a better life but like from the start it always the same results, i loose every-time, maybe it's like that there are winners in life and also losers, and am in the wrong category.
You know for now the only things that made me stay was music, without that i think i will have not been there today, life is so hard that every night i wish to not wake-up no more, am not a suicidal person but my life is so alone, all my friends just piss-off me, maybe am a boring person, i don't know! Am not asking for lot of things, but only a friend who cares for me and who is there when i need to talk, think even that i can't get, must take a psy lol!

ramasamy sebastien

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