Rachael Webster - unloved sister

So I lie here looking up to the ceiling,
Evry1 is in deep asleep
And I can't help but think,
That I will never b lovd as much as u.
U steel my cloths,
my friends,
My ideas,
Evry1 loves you,
So y don't they feel the same way with me?
They look down on me,
Where as u hav no flaws,
They love u,
I dnt evn think they consider loving me,
I wish u cld c,
Just how much u hurt me.
But u will never kno,
I hav to say I love you 2.
Evn tho u are alwase hurting me,
I think maybee 1 day u will c,
If u keep acting like me,
I am the shadow beneth ur feet,
Silently walking beside u,
Making sure u are seen.
I hope u see my pain when u c me again,
C how my eyes cry at night,
Knowing I will never b lovd,
Thinking how good it nust feel to b u,
......I love u dear sister.

Rachael Webster

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