Pissed Off - Scared

I'm scared to look in the mirror.
I'm scared to see what i've become.
I've turned my whole life upside down,
and right now nothing is going good for me.

I wish i could fly away.
But wishes never come true
and promises are let down.

Tomorrow is something that I never
look forward to it's just another
horrible day that goes
wrong.

I wonder id i will ever feel normal again.
I feel pain and hurt.
I've thought of things that i've
never thought before.

I see you with her,
and a million other changes.
I know that it will never be the same again.

Pain is normal now,
i cry every night,
knowing that everything
won't be alright.
I hope and pray that something
good will happen.
But it won't it never does.

I wish i could spin back time,
back to the old days when i was happy.
Today will fade away and tomorrow
will be over and by the time you know it
i'll be long gone.

I'm scared about the future.
Never knowing whats next!
Will something good happen?
Will something go bad?
Who knows...Only time will tell.

So i'm scared,
Yes i will try to be strong
but i know i will truely
BREAKDOWN
....once again.

Pissed Off

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