Petra Soliman - Empty Promises

Wasn't my love pure and everlasting?
What is it that I didn't sacrifice for you?
Well it's hard to explain the pain you give me,
But I dont understand,
All the time we were together,
I was only loving you,
Right now, i'm finding it hard to believe,
What happened to Together Forever baby?
Didn't you promise,
I won't feel lonely ever again?
Why is it that I feel lonely every second now?
I reached the point of being depressed,
And I had to give you back your freedom,
All those letters you've sent me,
I keep reading them over and over,
They remind me of the old person you used to be,
Not the person you are right now,
Cold and heartless,
My life with you means everything,
I wish I was worthy enough to be on your mind.

I wish, you'll come after me,
I wish you'll swear you love me,
I wish you'll say you won't let it end this way,
I wish you won't let me walk away,
But deep down I know,
You'll just let it be,
You left me 4 times,
And now it is my first time to leave you,
And this is what you have always wanted.

The door you've opened for me,
You've locked it up now,
You've always wanted to get rid of me,
And now you are,
But hey,
I still love you from the bottom of my shattered heart,
I always knew you lied to me,
You never showed care nor love,
But I still went with all of the consequences,
These empty promises,
They haunt me,
And all i'll do is just...
Think of you.

Petra Soliman

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