Pauline Levesque - Sad

Is this the price I pay for love?
A battle of wills a battle of the past, the ghosts of past transgressions,
Moments are rot with pain, anguish, then….
Peace, happiness like nothing I have ever
Experienced.
I feel so alone and angry
No one can truly understand what is
Going on but you and I.

I need it to stop…I want it to stop.
Is loving you now, so horrible, so unattainable?
Week after week, it’s never ending…the war continues.
So..so..tired….want your embrace, your love….
Love is so pricey…I lose my soul a little each time and
The sadness deepens.

Pauline Levesque

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