Patricia Wiley - Thoughts

i Sit here and wonder
why do i think like this
do i think to much?
i Wish i could get over this
its like a headache that never goes away...
In reality it is a headache that never goes away.
i wish i could express how i really feel.
im so observant, lost in thought
the one that sits off to the side and watches
watches everyones movement
their every little move.
i learn so much
that it hurts...
i want to stop, I WANT TO STOP!
but i cant this is who i am.
can anyone help me
of course no one can
i have to live with this for the rest of my life
This is me and it will never change...
i want to make people like me for me
but i also have to learn
that they are the stubborn ones
to not notice the things around them
their the ones that are getting hurt worse then me
Cause in the future
they will look back
and see what they have missed,
i want to make them see
see their surroundings
and not be so absorbed
in their own liitle worlds
and take time to notice the things around them
im the only one...
i feel like such a loner but thats not always bad
i want to stand out but
in the long run
i still want them to see...

Patricia Wiley

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