Pam Fraser - Why Does it Hurt so Much

Why Does it Hurt so Much

Why do I still care so much for you?

I really don’t know what to do?

You make me feel so miserable?

Why do I still try to make you happy?

Why does it hurt so much, when at one time there was something there?
I wish you could show me that you do still care…..

Why do you me make me what to cry?
Deep down do I really want to say Good-bye…..

Why do I still love you?
You sometimes you show that you never care….

Who will ever be able to dry my tears?
From all shit you put me through over the years, and what you still do……

Will it be you? Will you ever start to change?
No! I am not deranged, it’s the pain you put me through…….

Will you ever get over yourself, and open up your eyes?
I am so sick and tried of the bull shit, and the lies…..

I ask myself, those questions everyday, but can’t find any answers.
Maybe somehow, or someday I need to say,
I hope you might realize what I go through everyday, and how much it hurts!
and you would ask yourself “Why does it hurt so much”.

Pam Fraser

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