paddy jansen - Being Used

So many thoughts
so hard to control
i guess wondering
has really taken it's toll

killing myself slowly
with these thoughts unsure
I've lost everything i am
no longer am i pure

i am no longer strong, i am weak
death haunts me quietly
into my thoughts he peaks

pissed off and lonely
sad and confused
i guess it all was true
when they said i was being used

paddy jansen

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