O SERIES - Objectifying our Shit

2010-07-16 1st Journal - Mayan day 12 Monkey ♥ TRANSCRIPT: http://www.scribd.com/doc/35156289 ♥ iTunes podcast http://www.itunes.com/podcast?id=371766765 ♥ Blip.tv channel http://theresaaharvey.blip.tv/ Intro: I don’t feel very victorious, today. I know it’s a twelve day, and all that - so close to the culmination, the close of the trecena. Still, I’ve been having difficulty just dragging myself from the bed, some days. This one is one of them. Not sure what it’s about, but it doesn’t matter too much, really. How can it, when it will pass so soon, being that the primary reality is change? Everything changes. If you don’t like your now, just wait a bit - it will change. Always does. No, that’s not a very good attitude to share with you. I’ve some personal issues or energy that’s coming up - that I haven’t identified or released just yet. That’s what is speaking, there. Sometimes we have to give something voice, before we can see and identify it. If we just let it keep cycling around within us, it won’t come clear. That’s the beauty of living in 3D - we can externalize these things, and have a good look at them. That’s what the journal’s for, too. It helps me objectify, or at least externalize what is circulating around within - what is making me uncomfortable, just now. Then, perhaps I can see it. Not necessarily, of course. If you’ve been with these journals a while, then you know they are not always victorious - if we define victorious as me getting what I set out to get from it at the start, whether that be an answer, an understanding, or whatever. It doesn’t always come through in a linear enough way for the mind to recognize the answer it sought. And that’s fine. That’s more than fine, actually, because I don’t care to spend any time at all in seeking out answers for mind. Mind’s questions are endless. The only thing you get for providing it an answer - is another question. Well, what did you expect? ... Distributed by Tubemogul.