noha el3wdy - Beyond Death

i spent so many nights,
trying to get you out of my mind
but i seem not to do it right
cause each time i find
that you are my own light.

but now you had gone,
its always night no more sun.
i live on our memories,
each day i hardly my mind squeeze,
but its always tears
on my cheeks they are like rain
i dont know wether it remove,
or bring more pain
but for my grieve`s chain
its too plain
i dont even need to proclaim
that, its an absolute pain
not having you as my sustain.

But now its time to put my vail,
like the poor romantic swain,
whose love to the princess, is in vain
she, he cant get.and you, i cant regain

So i have to let you go
but how, i dont know
i cant believe my self saying so.

there is one thing you have to know
that no matter what i used to say or do
it was always about you

I guess its time to say good-bye
but, why does my heart cry? !
feelings i cant deny,
emotions that make me fly,
higher and higher, but not enough high
for me to reach the sky,
and for you to hear my why
or refuse my hesitating good-bye.
cause, we arent we any more:
we became you and i
there is nothing after goodbye
except see you when i die

noha el3wdy

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