Noah Body - I'm so sorry...

Gotta say it girl.. though it be wrong
Without you the best half of me is gone

I'm sorry, so way beyond I cannot ever say
It wasn't a lack of trust in you... no way

It wasn't that I no longer loved you
Or from my life I wanted to remove you

I couldn't trust me... oh please can't you see?
If it kept on never stopped would the trash be

Psychosis was totally in control of my brain
I didn't want it to bring you any more pain

You have your own beast to torture you
You didn't need mine piled upon you too

I thought what I did was the best thing for you
Now it's done nothing but cost me my friend too

I can never, ever fix it or make it all right
Yet the tears rolling down ever blur my sight

I'm sorry Laurie, all that I have is that
Not nearly enough to make it better or all pat

Noah Body

http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/i-m-so-sorry-18/