nishca koeries - Broken Thoughts

Your face brings about an automated smile to mine
Yet you don't notice
Don't see
Don't know

That I exist
That I love you
That I care

You do this not intentionally
But in oblivion

I shudder to think what you might say
How you might react
What you might think

If I ever told you
If I told you
That you're the newest, shiniest secret of my heart

The fear paralyzes me
And what strengthens me is the painfully devastating
Outrageously beautiful
Extraordinary love I have for you

I die a little inside when I think of you not knowing
Not knowing anything

At all.

nishca koeries

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