never noticed alive - Pain..

All the PAIN.
That lies behind those eyes.
if you cant see your blind
Dont say you know, or
That you understand...

YOU cant feel it
YOU can hardly see it
The lies told to her face
The hits that have been struck.

Anger, and agony
crying and shying
locked in a room
afraid to move
half alive

It must go away
The pain
The pressure...
Sick to live
Not affraid to die
Closer to death
than you are to alive.

you want to do something
but you dont know if you can..
Tears roll down your face
anger. frustration. dispare
and what can you do?
nothing but soak it all in...

never noticed alive

http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/pain-192/