Neena Gill - Closed In

How could I let go?
When everything I hate is all I know,
Where all my emotions don’t show,
How could I disappear?
When every step I take becomes less clear
Where nothing seems to pass by in a year
How should I react?
When all I can manage to do is act
Where every fall is another devastating impact
Could I keep going?
Keep losing myself in every battle
Should I get up again?
Just add to the wounds and ignore the pain
Like every action is ok for me?
So that no one can see the pleas
I guess the world’s blind
To actually look closer and see what they could find
To see my sin
Until than,
I’ll be here closed in

Neena Gill

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