Nate Jones - internal bleeding

those things you said
can't be fixed or reversed
you got me bleeding red
neither can you rehearse
because i know you really
meant it deep within
your careless will freely
your mouth spits
shards of broken glass
my whole body it hits
they came way to fast
it made my eyes stream tears
by bringing back ancient fears
that i'm not good enough
the words have revived my hurt
honestly i was never that tough
a heart and mind you must pervert
you teared my heart
into two thousand pieces
praying for a new start
but to you i'm just feces
never a beloved son
in this shattered family theres no one
just the internal bleeding
and restless nights left screaming
i'm weight down and your killing me alive
beat me to the ground with strife
many sleepless hours
without love i'll won't recuperate
the hate we know we have to separate
knowing it will never be the same
between us again
forgeting when the demons came
and stabbed us full of pain
just leave me alone
the bitter seeds you have sown

Nate Jones

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