Nashy Lamen - How anger forms you

I was shocked
As I bursted into fury,
As anger consumed me,
As my nerves blew up,
My heart beats faster,
I finally knew the answer,
What the hell,
My mind Swirled,
My thoughts twirled,
Who could tell?

That you could be that,
Selfish! possesive, with no true admission,
Blind! can't you see, you blur with aggression.

Why can't you control it,
Damn! Why can't you reprimand?
Should everyone just follow,
Whatever you'd demand? !

Hidden behind those clean sheets,
A face of madness that slowly meets,
with a facade of piety, sobriety,
with no true felicity.

Fix yourself! How can I be still?
If everything I do, puts everything at will,
How can I choose what I want to do,
If you're there watching with eyes stuck like glue,
How can I feel happiness,
If I can't talk with anyone else.
How? ! Answer! HOW?

This sucks! A lot of people have to stay away from me!
Now I know why,
People changed the way they act when they're around me!
Now I know why.
They're mood changes when it comes to me!
Please wake up! Set them free.
Please wake up! Set me free.

Damn!

My whole impression of you changed!

Damn!

It's your fault everything would disarrange.

Damn!

I can't control this anymore!

Damn!

Run! Make sure to lock the door!

AAAAHHH!

I'd scream so loudly,
until I let out all this fury,
I can't help it,
this rage devours me.

.............

tick

tock

tick

tock

Fine..
I'd calm down...
Nothing would happen if I'd get mad,
Fine...
I'd shut up...
Nothing would happen if I'd sit and I'd sob..

See... How anger forms you?
See what it can do?

One last scream!

AHHHH! ..

there, I'm calm...

Nashy Lamen

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