Naa naa - Its my life

they say u get wat u deserve in life
i cnt c wy this is happening but i had enough
i have drowned in my tears
& im lost in my pain
u call me stupid
but this is wat i do when im depressed
it cnt hurt me its wat makes me feel like im here
i got a heart full of hate
i press the blade to my wrist and into my skin
and i suddenly feel the steel go in
i hate the way it makes me cry and how it makes me feel
but i never want the wond to heal
i hope that the cut will make everything right again
i dnt wanna b sad or have lonely nights anymore
i dont wanna cry myself to sleep anymore
i wish that i could save myself
but it is hard cuz no one ever knows how they can help
they dnt understand but i wish they did
i hurt but never cry
life is so short nd to hard to understand
wy does this life have ta b so hard
i smile like eveything is ok
but yet i feel tense and restless
Some days i feel breathless and helpless
every1 thinks im insane
but really i just try to fit in
as im living a life of sin
at night i watch the moon my window is were i sit
its my life nd i try to make the best of it

Naa naa

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