Morgan Ederer - Am i?

sometimes i cut just to see
if im alive sometimes i cut
just to feel i also cut for the
feeling of death to feel on
the edge of everything to
feel like its real this is me
this is my real life this is
how i feel this is the cut
on my arm this is the
scar thats left this is it
that is all no going
back nothing its all that
i have life is or isnt for
real thats how i find out

Morgan Ederer

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