_Monique_ _Gaitan_ - _Never Taught_

You wonder why I cut
Why I choose to overdose
Well let me tell you something
that you may not want to hear
You are only one single peer
Other just like me, don't want to live or be
Stop your caring
i beg of you
It only brings me more pain
As i think of my life's stain
It makes no sence how you sit there and cry
Wondering why
I cause my self so mnay scares
Hey, it would be the same if I got hit with 5 cars
So you see, you can't help me
No one will
nothing makes me happy, not even my pill
You say O can talk to you
When I need a friend
Right now a friend is something I don't want
Cause when I leave you
It will only rest you to haunt
So you know a girl that is suicidal
Well guess what?
I don't care
and neither should you
As you cry and coo
I stand there starring not know what to say
Just wanting to end
This very pointless day
You wonder why I cut
Why I have held that gone to my head
If it was this simple
I would just go to bed
and wake up dead
Its as simple as that
It doesn matter how its done
Just as long as it is
Your life can finally be fun
No more hate of this life
That you call precious
No more hate of this life
That you live and love
I wish I was like that
but I am just not
To love life I was never taught

_Monique_ _Gaitan_

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