_Monique_ _Gaitan_ - _My Suffering_

Its hard to let you know whats bothering me
Its hard to tell you the pain i feel.
Its hard to let you try and help me through it,
Its hard to me to tell you how i blew it.

You have problems of your own,
Dont let me bother you with mine.
You have things to take care of,
Dont let me interupt.

When you ask me what is wrong.
I lie and say im Fine.
Icant break that habit,
Ive had it way to long.
This smile covers me up,
Its the biggest of my lies.
Thes lies that come out of my mouth,
They are the reasong i survive.

Idont need you all,
Making a big deal out of nothing.
I dont need you, most of all,
To be worring about my suffering.

_Monique_ _Gaitan_

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