Monica 2010 - “The Difference Between You and Me”

There’s lots of bad around us.
Sometimes its masked behind the bright colors of the world.
Other times it hits you in the face like a bad day.
Why is it you never see the little things I do?
You never seem to fully notice me?
The world is full of pain, way to much pain.
Why cant’s for one second we all just be on a parallel universe that fits our every want and need?
I just wish I could sit in the rain and watch the world crumble down as if it were a little kid tumbling down their toy blocks.
I watch as you walk away from me laughing and I’m just stuck alone to notice the things you don’t.
I laugh at your ignorance to face your problems.
I walk around with the fake smile that you believe every single time a tear a tear runs down my face.
You turn and continue life, as it should be.
But what you don’t know is every time I see you I die a little inside.
I said “I love you” and you say it back but the difference is, I wasn’t lying.
At night I lay with my razor in hand and write you name on my wrists.
I watch as the blood drips on my cloths and cry myself to sleep.
I wake up and do it all over again to make it worse.

Monica 2010

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