MKGF ... - ode to a doubtful love

How come you still ask
If I love you?
How come you still ask
If I treasure you?

Have I not devoted enough?
Have I not been sacrificing out of love?
Have I been too selfish?
Or have I been too occupied?

Have I not showed you enough…
Enough validation from my heart?
Have I not tried harder,
Or wished harder for you?

You know,

If I could wish the world for you,
I’ve already done it a million times.
I would’ve placed it on a golden platter,
And I would’ve served it with my heart.

I asked the heavens to give me your pain,
Though unanswered I still prayed.
I’m always willing to take your place,
And embrace your tired soul.

I have always been weeping,
And lingering in the depths of sorrow,
Waiting and praying
For hope, light and a miracle somehow.

I have and will always love you,
Loving you from a different plane,
Missing you from a different light,
I am at a loss without you…

Please,

Never ask “do you still love me? ”
It breaks my heart into billion pieces.
It ruptures my soul, and shatters my hope.
It simply fractures my entire being.

MKGF ...

http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/ode-to-a-doubtful-love/