Miizz. Beautiiful - 'Really'

As I lay here by myself
thinking of what we had
trrying to forget the pain.
Of how it feels
to not be with you
anymore, as my face is
washed in tears of loneliness.
As I wait alone crying
in the dark thinking of ways
to try and win your heart.
It'll never be the same again
just the thought of you
with another woman
is like pain to my heart and eyes,
not knowing if you really loved
me like you said you did,
I try to believe it but not
only does my heart bleed
for more of your lies,
I can't help but to love you
nomatter what happens between us.
Is it true that your heart beats
the same as I just waitin for
your words of love, are
they not the words my heart
speaks ' I love you '

Miizz. Beautiiful

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