Michelle Guza - rescue me

Rescue me from my sleep
Save me from my secrets deep
Secrets I have never learned to over come
Rescue me even if I don’t know what from
I’m taped by the thoughts that clash inside my head
Behind by blue eyes is where the tears are shed
Rescue me and help me brake threw
I need to know what’s right but I have no clue
Rescue me from this endless sleep I cant seem to awake
All I feel is me breath fast and my hands shake
In my head I walk around in this messed up maze
When I awake i’m still in a darkened daze
My pales will soon race and my eyes will soon tear
Rescue me from my fear! !
I’m drowning please someone grab my hand
Please anyone understand! !
Rescue me from this life I inhabit
Save me from this fire that I seem to have lit
Rescue me from every falling wall around
Don’t let my hand slit to come falling toward the ground
I could never tell anyone my story they never always ran for the door
I have lost all hope…I just cant trust anyone anymore
Rescue me for I have learned to close my self in
I just look at them and I turn away and whisper “please don’t begin”
Rescue me for I don’t believe...for nothing matters anymore
I still feel the pain that I felt all before
You look at me and think my life is ok just like hers
But you never hear me asking you to rescue me from the whispers
Still today so much more then you think I feel so defeated
And I thought that the only way to help is for you to be deleted
Just so I can trust myself again, but not this time it will all just begin
I pushed you away and made myself believe that ill be ok and you will see
But now I find myself asking you to rescue me...

Michelle Guza

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