Michelle Dickson -

Soul shattering,
Heart breaking,
Mind failing,
Sanity out the door.
This is what you brought upon me
When I couldn't see you anymore.
Your touch,
Your love,
All gone out the window
From that fight we had before.
You left me here
In this drizzly world
Where I am forever without your love.
No one can save me
From what I'm about to do
Because all they see is happiness
Not the pain your death sew.
So I take this knife
And plunge it through
A heart that beats
Just for you.
As I take my last breath
I can see your sweet face
Smiling down upon me
In all your godly grace,
So there I die
With a smile on my face
As I await your sweet embrace.

Michelle Dickson

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