Michael Saurer - I suddenly know

Stars of the night
Never seemed so bright
Winds of gold
Never seemed so cold

Lost in a thought
About another girl
I never caught
Her making me whirl

Now that I met her Ex
I felt some bang
Jealousy, making me a crank
Wanting to follow an old reflex

Control-chaos
Fear- blessing
Lost- released
Kiss- miss

It feels so odd
But I suddenly know
She’s a part of my heart
Is it a plan of god
An unknown flow
Damned, that is hard

Her ex does still miss
Every part of her
I feel me care
That they never kiss
Again
Searing Pain

Perhaps I should leave
Before it hurts again
How can I stand against a man
She has known for so long
But I would also grieve
If I did something wrong

Pain- Hope
Rain- Snow
What can I do?
What way to go?

Michael Saurer

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