Michael Carlson - Emptiness

I wonder what its like
to feel no sense, no feelings in your head
Would it be like you're still alive, but you're already dead?
I lay awake, lay in my bed
These thoughts upon my mind
Would it be like you're in a bind
Where every things held back
Or maybe you're held back
And your mind is off the track
Would it be easy, maybe it'd be hard
Always wondering what happiness is, love and joy
Maybe love will always avoid me, maybe it is just a ploy...

Michael Carlson

http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/emptiness-65/