Melissa Joy Chesky - I Hate Myself

I can't believe this;
why aren't you capable
of loving me?
I read your words
of your goodbye,
of my demise.
Please tell me what
I have to do.
Should I stop eating?
Should I act slutty?
What?
Tell me....
Please,
I want to know,
I want to be better,
I want you to love me,
because I don't

I hate myself.

and as I read your
message on Myspace
I cannot breathe,
All I say is 'no, no, this is not happening',
And all I can do is cry my heart out.

Melissa Joy Chesky

http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/i-hate-myself-3/