Melissa Brown - You Deserve

YOU DESERVE

My eyes are filled with tears
My heart is full of fear
Where do i go from here
When all i wanted was him to be near

I'm tired of crying
I'm tired of trying
I'm tired of him lying
Inside I'm slowly dying

I want to leave
I want to cheat
I wanna feel my heartbeat
I just want him to be who he use to be

I want to be all he thinks of
I want to be enough
This has gotten to tough
Maybe i'm a little much

Or maybe I'm nothing at all
How could I let myself fall
I fell for all that talk
I even took that walk

I'm never happy with me
This isn't who I want to be
He's made me this way dont you see
He thrives off me being angry

He could really care less
I'm such a mess
This is one hell of a test
Why cant I be the best

What did I ever do
Where did I go wrong for you
I cant make it right you dont want me to
I think you just want to be through


Tired is no excuse
Think of another one to use
I refuse to be abused
God, I feel so used

If you want it to be over say the word
This feeling is a little absurd
I've had my turn
Now it's time for you to hurt

Paybacks a you know what and you'll get what you deserve

Melissa Brown

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