Maya Took - Confusion

I am searching,
God knows what
Seeking, looking
But for what?

Trying to figure
What is there?
To hold, to grasp
To throw or share?

To keep close
To back away
What do I want?
To go or stay?

Who am I?
I must ask
To know
Is not an easy task

Am I independent?
Can I stand alone?
Do I need a someone
To keep move on

What do I want?
Still don't know
I want to explore,
Confused more...
And more...

24/1/2014

Maya Took

http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/confusion-218/