Masha Marojevic - Oblivion

I forgot how to love
I forgot how to believe in people
I forgot how to cry
But the worst thing is,
I forgot how to laugh
And I forgot how to live....

I now see I could never love
It’s a present and a curse
From above
I tried to love, but I just made it worse
I know now I have a different purpose
But I feel lost, I need a compass

I live my life on my own
I have friend, but I’m still alone
I can’t trust in people
I live alone in my temple
It’s hard to be like this
But sometimes, it’s a real bliss

My life became, no more or less
Just a bunch of situations full of stress
So I made myself not to feel anymore
And now, I can’t express my sore
I tried to cry, but I couldn’t
It’s because I once said I shouldn’t

My mother once said
I was the cutest laughing child
But my laugh is now dead
And I forgot how to smile
What I now have is what I am
And I feel like it’s all a sham

I feel so bad now
But I feel I’ll survive, somehow
If I could just turn back the time
I wouldn’t have to write this rhyme
Cause I once felt, and that was my bullion
And now, all my feelings have fallen into oblivion….

Masha Marojevic

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