Magic What'sHerName - *I...*

I lock myself in my room
With my music up to loud
Why can't I make anyone proud?
I cry myself to sleep
Praying I can keep
This away from him.
I scream when he's gone
But it feels so wrong
I just want to belong.
I take a step forward
Looking death in the face
I'm too busy making haste.
I can't save me
I pray that I'll make it out okay
Praying that this is the only way
I just want to end this life
No one can stop me
Why won't anyone stop me?

Magic What'sHerName

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