Lycko Chizo - Seeking Death

I wish I could die during my sleep tonight
And never anymore be awakened
For me not to see the new day to come
Because everyday is just another day to die
How lovely it is to cut myself with a sharp knife
And watch the beauty of the blood escaping from my viens
How sweet is the pain that I'm feeling at this moment
I'm bleeding myself to death
How desirable it is to be on the top of the highest building
And let myself stand at it's edges
One step ahead will be closer to heaven
Then I'll fell myself to death
How pleasant it is to be alone on the wilderness of the jungle
And let the tigers mangle my body and devour my flesh
Or to feel the delicate bite of a poisonous snake on my neck
While it's venom killing me softly untill I can't anymore breath
How delightful to be left on the middle of the ocean
With nothing but a paralyzed legs
Then I begun to struggle to save myself
But I'll be failed, so I'll just drown myself to death
How alluring death isn't it?
I'm seeking it, where is it?
To relieve my pain and tiredness
To end this life of a nightmare
Well, now I'm finally found what i sought
Before you finish reading this
I'm allready dead

Lycko Chizo

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