Lost Dream - Only you...

when was there a time when you saw that i loved you! you never had a chance to see what i wanted to give you! ... i was always jealious! ...
tried to hide all my feeling, not to show you any emotion... not to show you my jealiousy! .... cried every night... cause i wasnt that person that you would love... i would never be yours! called you mine...but you would deny it! ... everytime you would turn away when i told you 'i love you'... never took me serious! ... alwayz left me standing in the cold! only once i showed you my tears! ...
from that day i became soft hearted! ... i knew that i would never get that love i wanted.... i tried every means to tell you, show you, explain to you.... that i never loved anyone besides you! i never want to love anyone besides you! ... even if the world will deny the fact that i cant love someone like you! your one and orignal....
but your not mine! ... you will never be mine! ...kill me now so i dont have to see the next day with sorrow and pain! that sorrow and pain that im hiding for you! i am leaving this world
... my end will bring you your free life and happiness without me! remember... love happens once.... mine happened more then once...but this love that i have... will only come once!

Lost Dream

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