Lisa Harvey - 2009

This year has been one shit year I’ve done things that now I later regret. I’ve taken one too many pills, I’ve cut my arms one too many times and slept around one too many times. This has been the rubbish year since 2006, I thought all my problems had disappeared but yet again they re-appear bigger and worse than 2006. Everything is a distance memory, which I can’t seem to shake off. Look at me, the smile has disappeared, the confident has fallen down the plug once again and I can’t do a day without thinking them suicidal thoughts entering my thoughts and I can’t deal with the rubbish anymore. I will try my best and my hardest to make 2010 bigger and better than this year. I will stop caring about people’s opinion about me and what they say about my life or me.

Lisa Harvey

http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/2009-7/