Lily Espinosa - I won't replace her

How should i be,
Should I be me?
To make you happy should i be sad,
Do i have to walk around feeling bad?

I'm not her,
I can never be
Is that ok?
Can you see,
That this is hurting me?

I've always wanted you,
And now you're mine,
So why can't i just be happy,
And stop checking the time.

The time thats left for you and me,
Im so sorry,
That this could just not be.

Lily Espinosa

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