Lil Jam Jam - and so i still cry...

Why can no one see all the pain?
I’m honestly driving my self insane.

Nobody sees the tears hidden in my eyes,
They just don’t what to see it; i hide the hurt with my lies.

Leave me alone for a day or two,
And my mind begins to lie to me i believe all the fake feelings are true.

I try to tell them how hurt i am how i am; they don’t know how much i want them to know,
They don’t understand, it’s like they are blind, then they turn around and go.

They think it’s all an act, and that the poems i write are just a few lines of a made up rhyme,
But they really know its true, don’t they know it’s harder for me without them in this dark time.

I hold in the sobs and screams for i don’t want o self harm,
But without them understanding and helping, i gain another scar upon my arm.

Maybe they just think I’m far gone,
That I’m past the point of healing because I’m already so torn.

I wait for them to notice,
But they never do,
And so i still cry,

Hoping for someone to help,
Or just for me to die

Lil Jam Jam

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