LeeAnn R. Jones - Suicide

I have never hated myself more in my life
I wish I were never born or brought into this world
Because all I ever do is make everyone else’s life a live hell
I really wouldn’t care if I were thrown in jail

I have slit my wrists before and told myself to never do it again
But it seems like a good thing to do right now
Lately I have thought about wrecking my car into a tree
And killing myself letting everyone be free of me

To me life is not worth living
If all you’re going to do
Is cause a bunch of pain
And make everyone else live in vain

So do not be surprised
If I all of a sudden disappear
I’m doing it all for you (the people that I have hurt)
And I should no longer be here, so myself I subvert

LeeAnn R. Jones

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