lee bredeson - my worst enemy

did you forget about me
do you regret seeing me
i do every time i look in the mirror
the only thing i fear is him living in sin
i know this is a no win situation
i have so much fustration
do i need protection from myself
its the worse curse to have your
own worse enemy is there every
time you turn around copying every move
and every sound only if you bury it 6 feet in the ground
i found out what i really am and now i stand up
and i know it and i show it through my own word
things that nobody has every heard
these thoughts disturbe anyone and everyone
the words are absurd and now look at where its got
me. nothing and nowhere mylife isn't exactly fare but
what do i care i just sit and stare out the window.

lee bredeson

http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/my-worst-enemy-5/