leanna hall - Me

My feet are so big
My face so ugly
My parents hate me
They lie and say they love me
I’m nothing more the innocent fool
Trying to please everyone
Parents’ teachers and school
I’m supposed to be a Christian but what gives
Nobody cares how my insides feel and live
My actions mean nothing to those I serve
They think I’m weird ugly absurd
I try to fix my self up but it’s all in vein
Trying to be better just causes more pain
If there’s a good day at school I get told off at home
I just want to be alone in my own little room
I find that when I express my feelings in words they come out just right
Nobody but spell check can correct me if I’m wrong
I try the world but it just doesn’t work
God yes he’s good but I’m not strong enough yet
So I pick up pen pad and write
Write about my troubles
I hear no one in my own little bubble
Just my troubles and me.

leanna hall

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